Saturday, December 22, 2007

Why Christian Gradient?

Why Christian Gradient? I have no idea LOL. If it is a question of the name ... well, it is because I believe that we, in the flesh, tend to see ourselves that way like we are on some type of level of measurement. I know when I think about all my faults that I find I am sorely lacking. I have to keep reminding myself that God does not see me like that. He loves me for loving him enough to want to be with him by accepting Jesus into my life. Sometimes, I cannot understand that.

Now, why now? I feel that God has wanted me to do something for a long time and I have been purposely ignoring him. However, there is a point when you just can't keep ignoring God. He makes sure of it. I am at that point. It took a lot of hurt, anger, pain, and time to realize that, but it is crystal clear to me. This is just one of the ways that I am trying to stay true to his calling.

Let me be honest, I have no idea what that means. He has just pointed me in a direction and this time, I am choosing not to turn from it. I do not know where it is going to lead me or what the journey is going to be like or what I am supposed to do when I get there. I just know I have to start going his way instead of mine. He has had enough of me going my way, let me tell you.

I am worried that I will not be able to live up to the task (whatever that may be) so I am starting this blog to shift my focus and keep me honest. I certainly hope that you will join me in my daily quest to live Christ-like.
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There has been a name change at I'm Made Changes Already.
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